Let the inside matter more than how pure we portray our words

When I speak a word of truth and revelation with all humility and kindness yet behind all that truth lies a little piece of bitterness or twisted intention, shut my lips Lord. If then I still am disobedient and the temptation to speak is too much, let me speak so that I may seem foolish to men in order for me to learn and listen.

However if my intention when speaking was out of an intention of love and still it came across confusing or that I am misunderstood, let me find peace when I lay my head to rest and reflect on the passing day, feeling dismayed about all the situations where I could have conveyed a better, clearer message. Let me find joy in the depth of my heart that Jesus You knew it was pure.

Come and analyze every part of my thoughts where it started and what my thinking process was before it ever came across my lips. And if that is pure in the sight of You Lord, let me rest in a deep warmth and intimacy that I could share in our secret place where its really only just You that know me.

Oh how joyful my heart now feel that You comfort me in the secret place of the heart where we can meet and where You have swept me of my feet. We are dancing our perfect dance to the melody Hosanna that I sing for You my King.

In Our place it is like a symphony of music to my ears, without any words getting in the way.

I love the beauty of the rawness we have. No impressive words or waiting game to see what the other person’s reaction is. Here in Our place when We meet there is no burden that I have to carry about the Moses at heart you created me as. I come with my messy story and Lord here I find Your grace to speak only after You have shown me the way and it overflows and pumps out love. Only after our last dance Lord as I step out approaching let me not ever do it alone but send out with me the Holy Spirit to share what You have taught me step by step perfectly choreographed.  Now, yes only now I shall boldly speak as I know the Holy King created and formed the living Word within me. 

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